Lol, long time, no blog.

As can be guessed, the main reason for me not blogging so far was because I was weeping over the loss of the last round in Raffles Cup.

Actually, I was just pulling your legs (hopefully you become as lame as me after that). To be honest, I was just lazy and really couldn't be bothered to blog.

My life right now? Pretty decent, my chess skills, as Chun Kai noted, are more volatile than the stock market, dipping from 1633 at one point to 1774. Currently, my score is at 1714/1715, so that's still quite noob, since masters are expected to be >2000.

My love life? Non-existent, pretty much the way I will like it to be, after seeing so many bright young men kenna killed by the opposite gender. (And no, I am SERIOUSLY not referring to anyone from our class here)

Sometimes, I really wonder how long I can continue to be lame. It takes significantly less effort to be lame than to be serious, but honestly, to be a complete sloth takes NO effort at all.

When you are happy most of the time, people do tend to take you for granted and think that you are a constant, like Kc and Kp. Am I then forbidden from feeling down because I am supposed to be the optimistic one and cheer up others with my lame jokes?

I am sick and tired of continuing this guise. But I guess I will still wake up the next morning acting this way again.

Because this is what people perceive, people want of me.

That will have to do.

Labels: Introspective